Wow. There are no words that could ever express how sorry I am. I’ve never once forgotten your birthday before. I feel like the worst big sister. I’m so so very sorry. My little sweet angel, I have not forgotten about you. Please, forgive me. I will come see you tomorrow. I have so much to tell you. You have a niece now, she’s beautiful. You would love her, & I know she would love you. Watch over her for me. Rest Easy Brennon. I love you, so much. Happy Belated 16th Birthday.
Alison Sudol, please marry me.
You hold me, for eternity. I love you baby girl.
Love me purely. Love me kindly. Do not mistreat, nor misguide me. Tell me truths, I’m tired of lies. Love me tender. Love me, infinitely.
My little princess. She’s such an Angel.
My little SugarButt is so curious. <3
I’ve always dreaded days like these. Days filled with sorrow, confusion, pain, and misery. It’s been eight years. Eight years since you walked back into my life. Yet, you’re still so far away. You’ve locked yourself away, tucked your insecurities beneath feeble smiles and broken dreams. I never left you. I never abandoned you. I’m still standing here, right where you left me. I’ve needed you since the day we finally met. I’ve needed my big brother. I needed for you to stand up and take the role my father never played. I needed for you to defend me whenever my boyfriends broke my heart. I needed you to push me to do better in school. I needed you to tease me, laugh at me, then hug me tight when I cried like a baby. Where were you?
Today is your birthday. 24 years old. I’ve missed them all, it seems. This hurts.
